POSTMORTEM
This was not in the plan..i had to be placed, ryt?its been three whole months and i am not able to get through with the placement.I wonder how the patience didnt ran out.
let me browse through the companies that have rejected me..
1) Welspun , didnt get through the gd
2) ITC, wasnt my choice so even after getting half-selected , i quit.
3) BILT,couldnt get through GD, wasnt interested also.
4) Tata technologies,was rejected before the final round.
5) SKF ,couldnt clear the apti, and so did many others.
6) GM, was so desperate ,spoiled the interview.my fault.
so what is to be noted here is that there were companies that i wanted to be a part of.. and the worst thing is when you get out in the final round.I always pray to god tht please dont take me to the intrvw if i dont have a chance to be selected.
GM was my first intrvw, so i shouldnt feel sorry.but i am.. i mean , i should have been through.
then when i came back home , i started laughing , surprized.. ?
i was laughing at the ways i made myself feel happy by telling to myself that it was my first interview, the ppl who were selected they went through this atleast 4-5 times, which is true , but it isnt an excuse.
neways..since last night i was thinking about the mistakes that i must have made...
the first would be being too much apprehensive.. i mean, i could be much cooler than what i was during my intervw... and for the first time i was so cautious. i shouldnt have been.so i kept forgetting little things..
second , i should have been prepared.. i mean they grill you, if they find any potential in you..and i was a fool to think that i know enough.i should have prepared. point taken!!
third,shouldnt have carried the expectations with me.
finally, it is going to be hard when being a girl, i m competing for jobs apparantly meant for boys, in sectors where girls are scarce, and especially when your competition is with an experienced lot... but what the heck... no substitute for hardwork,as they say..see i cant change into a boy, nor can i get any experience today,but one thing for sure , i can be prepared ..
and that i will be.
let me browse through the companies that have rejected me..
1) Welspun , didnt get through the gd
2) ITC, wasnt my choice so even after getting half-selected , i quit.
3) BILT,couldnt get through GD, wasnt interested also.
4) Tata technologies,was rejected before the final round.
5) SKF ,couldnt clear the apti, and so did many others.
6) GM, was so desperate ,spoiled the interview.my fault.
so what is to be noted here is that there were companies that i wanted to be a part of.. and the worst thing is when you get out in the final round.I always pray to god tht please dont take me to the intrvw if i dont have a chance to be selected.
GM was my first intrvw, so i shouldnt feel sorry.but i am.. i mean , i should have been through.
then when i came back home , i started laughing , surprized.. ?
i was laughing at the ways i made myself feel happy by telling to myself that it was my first interview, the ppl who were selected they went through this atleast 4-5 times, which is true , but it isnt an excuse.
neways..since last night i was thinking about the mistakes that i must have made...
the first would be being too much apprehensive.. i mean, i could be much cooler than what i was during my intervw... and for the first time i was so cautious. i shouldnt have been.so i kept forgetting little things..
second , i should have been prepared.. i mean they grill you, if they find any potential in you..and i was a fool to think that i know enough.i should have prepared. point taken!!
third,shouldnt have carried the expectations with me.
finally, it is going to be hard when being a girl, i m competing for jobs apparantly meant for boys, in sectors where girls are scarce, and especially when your competition is with an experienced lot... but what the heck... no substitute for hardwork,as they say..see i cant change into a boy, nor can i get any experience today,but one thing for sure , i can be prepared ..
and that i will be.
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