weight and watch...

Some days are better than others.. while some other , such as today, are there to shake you out of sleepwalking.The msg is right there , in your face... Wake up u lazy bum..!!!Today U weigh 64 kilos...141 lb...
But how did I get here..i was 54 when I last measured me..which was 6 months back.With this speed I would be declared a planet soon..

And what is worse is that I cant try to lose weight, cause recently I have bought a whole wardrobe of formal wear..so i need to use them...:'-(

So today I pledge to watch my weight.. I know it makes one grumpy and all... but whatever it takes...
Achha .. today I also analyzed the reason for gaining weight even when one is on normal vegetarian meal. The first reason must have been worrying.It has to be, because these days I have been worrying about my joining a lot..which for some reason or other is being delayed every time.I should have joined on 6th June..So I decide to stop worrying abt it..I mean I have seen worst days.. I can take this too..ryt!!!

Secondly.... no physical exercise..I am  not even blinking I guess..We have a maid in our house in Mumbai..she might as well breathe on my behalf.So I would try to do some yoga instead.I also need to meditate..cause I am losing track of things... like today I forgot Mayank's birthday..He was my only friend in Pune .

I need to be calmer... more patient .. and more responsive to people in my life and all I am doing is cribbing on some silly joining being delayed..This worrying wont help.

Hope that I be the one I promised to be today.. That's my reason to put it on the blog..as a record.

And tonight i sleep with just one prayer ..please don't let me expand along with the universe..!!!