just absolutely nothing!!!

Its been over 4  months now, since I first took a bus to Borivali...which is half way to my office, and i need to take an auto rickshaw from there on.So, yes....the Bus.. when i wait for it , it usually comes late.( Murphy proved right yet again!!)hmm.. , so one of these days , I am waiting on the stop.. and this Bus comes..the no. is 65, in case u wanna travel from Thane to Borivali..I get on it.. and find a seat next to this girl.. who i have seen before, in the bus, while travelling, and yes we have exchanged smiles and hellos!!!

So she is sitting right next to me, and as usual we start talking... i mean... we(yes the girls) want to know everything about another.. so that we can make an impression, or have a notion about each other.. So i try to learn about her.. by asking her questions like whr d'u work? since when r u working, and whats the plan for life... see we girls like to plan a lot,,, and the plans must be rosy... yes,.. they should always end up in" happily ever afters".

  Her name is Kriti ,by the way...and she has this "welcome" colored aura around her..she is dark, but has beautiful eyes.. i just couldn't stop staring in her eyes...She very frankly tells me about her life....

She doesn't have her father around anymore, her mother and bhabhi keep fighting all the time, and how she started to smoke... she even showed me the pic of her niece , the only person she loves... she told me..

So there she is , this girl talking to me about her family, likes , x-boyfriends, BBM, and her future plans.She told me she left school , to work in a call center, and she has been working for 4 years now... i ask her , how old she is and she says she's 19....

My gosh...19.. I was a kid wen I was 19, smitten by love, crazy about this guy in college, never thought of a job then... never had any plans... just killing time...So what do I learn?

 I learn that I have wasted a lot of years.. since I had good folks back home,to take care of everything... I never cared as to how difficult it is to earn , and support a family.And here is a girl who  comes to tell me that she is 19, earning since past 4 yrs, and I am 26, just started earning...

Not just this...I am some one who cribs each and everyday about traffic in Mumbai..or ..or .. how much work i get to do in the office, or how my skin is getting dull... I mean people have REAL problems, and all i am doing is making up stuff to pity myself..... 

Well,, nuh huh... this isn't happening anymore...

Thanks Kriti..